Pining for my love

"The reason for destruction of all my relationships is that I'm passionate about being a developer and designing web/mobile apps. I have great relationships. But the women I date don't realize that I spend most of my life on the net - blogging or hacking or posting my family photos on Facebook."

I hate love

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

Quote by Neil Gaiman

lex is musing

So much has happened since my last post. I'll will not try to explain why, believe me I have a good reason. wink, wink. I fell in love, madly in love. the sad part is we cannot be together. I know it's sad. But hey, we live to find another love.

Someday we'll be together. No, I did not write the song, I just like the sound of it.